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A blessing in disguise.

and I lie awake and miss you, pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

cause I’ll doze off safe and soundly, but I’ll miss your arms around me

I’d send a postcard to you dear, cause I wish you were here

hi love! i really dont feel like listening in this class at all. I decided day dreaming and writing you a note would be much more fun. First off: I love you, which i’m sure you know already. Second: Stop stressing. Save the stressing for when we’re 35  with bills and kids lol. I want you to be happy always, which I know is hard sometimes, but i’m gonna try my best to keep you laughing. As i write, i’m planning the destruction of Gamestop. Dont let that stupid place get the best of you. Odds are youre life wont be spent there so, excuse my french, but fuck em. Thirdly: I hope you know how much respect i have for you. Between school, work, the fam, and me you never stop. You deserve so much credit for everything you do, please remeber that. Can you believe it’s already oct 18th? While being away from you and home sucks hard, it’s going really fast  and before you know it i’ll be home for a month. I think we should go see the tree in the city one day. I think it would be fun. Unlike this class at the moment. I cant wait for saturday night. Ugh. I never knew I could miss your lips and your arms and your everything this much. It’s crazy. Random thought: we should go have lunch in twon on Sunday and walk around for awhile. Let me know what you think. I hope the doctor goes well tonight, you have to get better cause I love you and my back massages arent helping lol. My teacher just looked really sad and said “Barney is so out now.” I laughed way too hard and I’m almost positive that everyone thinks I’m weird. Still have 35 minutes left. Grr Argh. I love you I love you I love you. <3

without actually telling you, cause I’m a pussy I guess. But I got upset the other night because i didn’t understand why it was a problem for me to come up and hang out with you and your friends. At first I thought it was just you and your roommate which I wouldn’t have cared but there were a couple people there. It bothered me because I invite you all the time to come hang out with my friends. And it’s not like I wouldn’t have come up next week if I came up this week. Just sitting here typing about it is making me a little upset. Maybe I’m overreacting, maybe the situation was different, but it bothered me and I had to tell you, or at least write it on tumblr because i know you’ll see this at some point in the day. Sorry I don’t have it in me to tell you the things that bother me sometimes. I love you.

by everyone. Oh, thanks for the invite guys, much appreciated. As if my day wasn’t already shitty. I’m literally alone in my room laying down, bored, depressed. People wonder why i smoke. I need a cigarette.